Well, first things first, I'd like to greet all of you a happy new year! 2009 is finally over, and while watching the last sunset of 2009, I wished in my heart of hearts that 2010 will be kinder. :)
I actually promised myself last night that I'll write a recap about the events that happened last year, but I guess I got too lazy and was too caught up with Indiana Jones 4. So let's see... I guess I have to say that the greatest change in me happened last 2009. For better and for worse. When I look back at 2009, I don't see it as something that just "flew by". A lot of things happened.
Let's see, I damn near fell in love three times last year and ended up having my heart broken once. On Christmas Eve even! What a way to ruin my Christmas season, you stupid boy.
Our sections were reshuffled as well last year, so I made new friends and acquaintances. I guess you can say that I turned into a real lady by this time. Old Rea would be ashamed to hear this, but I started wearing make up now. Remember a post I made last year about that fuss I made with that lipgloss that costs 600 PHP? Yeah, well I just bought a lipstick that costs more than twice that price. Well, it was a gift actually, but still!
The greatest downfall about this is that my reading list went to an abrupt halt. I'd like to weasel my way out of it by saying that I had no time, I was too busy, blah blah blah, but in reality, I just got tired. Plus, with the many delusional distractions I had, I was too fascinated living in my own fantasy world than escaping into the worlds of authors. I stopped writing as well, which is the worst, I think. I've been trying to get up from this writer's block, but so far, no such luck. Until today, anyway! :)
Recently I've been thinking about my future, and what I'm really going to do once I graduate. I'm sure as hell that I'm not gonna end up happy being a nurse, but what else am I supposed to do? The dreams I had about being an artist died and faded away with 2009. I'm afraid I haven't held a pencil in months. About the writer thing, I've been having doubts on that as well, but I can't give up on that one. It's practically the only thing I have left.
I'm hoping that 2010 will make things more clear for me. Like what I said, please be kinder to me, 2010.
By the way, I got myself a tumblr account! :) If you have time, check it out and maybe you could... follow me as well? ;))
http://cornholioTP.tumblr.com
